I guess so. Having a personal blog is hard especially when you know somebody you know is going to see it one day. It might be your friends, partner, family, clients, or worst: your boss/future boss.

It is hard to rant on the Internet without exposing yourself. It would be totally meaningless if I stay anonymous if I want to rant on something/someone right? Just like whenever there’s a terrorist attack, someone has to claim the responsibility right? But then you will marked as the bad guy forever. I hope you get what I mean.

One fact is, It seems that I’ve mastered my evil radiation as even when I chatting via MSN or writing an email, people somehow sensed that they’re being offended  by me. Wow, what should I say? I guess I’d better just shut myself, stop writing, chatting and left this hell out of my way.

As a matter of fact, I did stop writing for a while due to this issue. Hope I’ll get back on track soon.

I’ll absorb all the blames, accuses, responsibility, mis-judgement, mis-understanding, loses, dead cats etc etc and one day before you know it, I’m either far ahead from you or I have boomed myself in the center of Malaysia. Cheers!

Yes I know I’m very stress but still need to figures to show it right? So I’ve done some test in these websites:
http://www.cope-inc.com/employee/testproc.asp
http://stress.about.com/library/health-test/bl_stress_and_health_test_results.htm?cor=33
http://www.anxietycentre.com/stress-test/stress-test.shtml

I’ve to said that those questions are very very funny and unprofessional. Anyway this is the result I get:

You May Be In Trouble… You may be experiencing significant health consequences due to your stress levels, or you may be at risk of health problems in the future….
Your responses indicate that you are currently experiencing a high number of stressors in your life….

So that’s it, don’t mess with me unless you want me to diu you gao gao!

WARNING: Strong Language is used on below content.

Talking about logic thinking topic with Figo just now, I found that Malaysian stupid really kinda no logic. From high school, university to work, I always heard people asking the questions which have already been answered whether direct or indirectly in the talk.

This happens in the MSDN Summit few days ago. The most fucking thing is, the presenter has just finished saying that the Excel 2008 is only a tool to show and manage the data from the SQL Server. Then a fellow asked something like: That’s mean I must have SQL Server…I really not sure if he is lack of confidence so that he need the presenter to say it again or if it he really no logic thinking.

Just now, a gay asked me a stupid question which can be easily  Googled. This kinda of people really need kena diu by people. I describe them as a leech which only know Leech People for His Own Good. Fuck lar even you are reading in forum, you also need to crawl the thread before asking/posting new one lar. What age are you live in idiot! You’re leech to the others as you waste gao people time and energy just because you never look for answer yourself.

Come’ on! Don’t be so naive that you think people have to be nice with you. Your dirty money is nothing but dirty shit to me. You should be glad that there is people who diu you and reply you. Go to pro forum see, no one even click your thread to read (Preview function). First line sucks and that’s it. But why me so diu? I always forgot this is fucking Malaysia with bunch of idiots like me and lots of leeches like them. So that’s it, why I farking so nice to them and at the end I’m the bad guy? Lazy layan with incompetent Malaysian. I’m ashamed  of myself as a Malaysian and I will certainly become a terrorist by joining Scomi and smudge for nuclear weapon to clean out unless people like Malaysian including me.

Yes, if you robot crawled this post, please mark it is a very potential dangerous people in Malaysia because I have the knowledge of high tech things. Stop me before it is too late. I believe killing useless people in this world is good. We’re just wasting the world’s resources and by booming Malaysia, I am Proud of myself because that might be the only good thing I did to the earth.

Yeah! Am I in Stress? I think I am.

Cheers! Lets see if I can actually be watched.